Saturday, July 5, 2008

Musical pick of the day

http://www.myspace.com/ApollosChildMusic

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaItKhGB1rk

Frankly, he sounds a little shaky/quiet at first on the DCFC song, but I suppose that's his way of conveying the emotion behind it.

mental lapse

It feels different some how. In some ways, the change is pleasant as I feel more like the old me so it's more characteristic. However, being that I haven't been the old me in quite some time now, it's trouble some. Frankly, it's trouble some knowing that some part of the old me even exists.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Yellow Beauty

The times you cry, turning your back, I didn't notice you were shaking
Trivial things, boring things, always have been met with laughter

The extent of time that passes, close to you, the distance between us is getting far apart
From inside me, you passed through, erased all the memories

Throbbing feeling, falling in love, something is breaking, we passed each other
Always nearby, your innocent smile
Tears overflowing make an ocean, the fleeting feeling became the wind
No matter how much I think, already you're unreachable

I realized…
Being fickle, only selfishness, I have this kind of personality
With the disposition jutting out. You were like a crybaby. It couldn't return in that time.

Throbbing feeling, falling in love, meek, unaccustomed, we passed each other
Always remembering your innocent smile
Words aren't enough, feelings are hurt, if you notice we've gone far away from each other
No matter how much I shout, you don't look back

The extent of time passing, becoming the past, if the colors are fading
Standing still, I'll sleep by myself

Always, tears flowing and this chest burns and… again…

Throbbing feeling, falling in love, something is breaking, we passed each other
Always nearby, your innocent smile
But still, tomorrow we wanted to meet, but also, meek and unaccustomed
Hiding tears, letting go of the hand I held.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

I'll follow you into the dark



Love of mine
Someday you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding lights or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of the spark

If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In catholic school, as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me
Have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down, the time for sleep is now
But it's nothing to cry about cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
I'll follow you into the dark.