'Cause I've been waiting all night for you
And this is what I'm gonna do...
And this is what I'm gonna do...
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5 years ago
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Sigh
I'm sorry, that I most definitely am. I don't intend to get angry even the semblance of the idea but after that many please stops, I have to set some sort of boundary, and yet here I am going to cave anyways.
When you brought up your character scenario, it bothered the heck out of me because I had already had to go through that scenario with those characters once already and you played it off as if it were nothing. Whether I will admit it or not, yes, it does bother me. It seemingly always will. Just because I understand why something is done doesn't necessarily mean I accept that it should be done that way. I still like the idea of the whole thing meeting paper solely because I feel it's a form of closure.
My walks were a way for me to reflect upon my own thoughts and decipher them out into convenient chunks. It was only an hour or so twice a week to clean my mind up. I now feel guilty about 30 minutes to myself. I didn't accomplish anything other than thinking about why I was feeling bleh in the first place and since the last thing I could think of was you talking about the character scenario I was lead to believe that maybe it was jealousy that I couldn't come up with something like that.
There is going to come times when I don't necessarily want to discuss things. Take into account the things that I do share with you. If something trivial is bothering me, I think it best to respect my wishes instead of trying to pry it out of me as clearly I have told you more important things then trying to decipher what I should do to keep myself amused in your absence. Well now, here we are at the absence part and I still haven't came up with anything. How productive was that?
I suppose a large part of it, is that as time draws closer, it's starting to set in that there is no way I can live up to the expectations that you have put on me. If I could somehow find something to make myself more interesting then maybe, but that hasn't been working out very well now has it? So instead, I merely made things worse.
When you brought up your character scenario, it bothered the heck out of me because I had already had to go through that scenario with those characters once already and you played it off as if it were nothing. Whether I will admit it or not, yes, it does bother me. It seemingly always will. Just because I understand why something is done doesn't necessarily mean I accept that it should be done that way. I still like the idea of the whole thing meeting paper solely because I feel it's a form of closure.
My walks were a way for me to reflect upon my own thoughts and decipher them out into convenient chunks. It was only an hour or so twice a week to clean my mind up. I now feel guilty about 30 minutes to myself. I didn't accomplish anything other than thinking about why I was feeling bleh in the first place and since the last thing I could think of was you talking about the character scenario I was lead to believe that maybe it was jealousy that I couldn't come up with something like that.
There is going to come times when I don't necessarily want to discuss things. Take into account the things that I do share with you. If something trivial is bothering me, I think it best to respect my wishes instead of trying to pry it out of me as clearly I have told you more important things then trying to decipher what I should do to keep myself amused in your absence. Well now, here we are at the absence part and I still haven't came up with anything. How productive was that?
I suppose a large part of it, is that as time draws closer, it's starting to set in that there is no way I can live up to the expectations that you have put on me. If I could somehow find something to make myself more interesting then maybe, but that hasn't been working out very well now has it? So instead, I merely made things worse.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
Keeping with the post secret concept....
The only thing that would have changed was the amount of time.
Philosophy Ep1
It's an odd possibility isn't it? You've survived a tremendous disaster, however, you have the opportunity to create a whole new life for yourself. I now pose the question to you, what would you do in that situation?
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Maybe I should just bring back the POD
Yep. I do post far too many videos so I'm almost thinking the Play Of (the) Day would be more efficient. Nah, I'll come up with a better way to do this I'm sure..... XD
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Well at least it's not another video.
Last instant message you recived?
Alley
Do you straighten your hair everyday?
My hair is straighter than this quiz...I think.
Do you like to cuddle?
Hmm. Was that an invite?
Quick write some of the lyrics from song your listening to right now?
"When I start making love, I don't just start making love, I be strokin!" Strokin - Clarence Carter. Don't ask.
Do you worry about the size of your boobs?
I suppose so since I can't find them :p
What are you really looking forward to?
October 8th
What's your favourite girly magazine?
Whatever tabloid is in the lounge at the time I suppose.
What's the biggest turn on about guys?
4th nipple. Anyone can have 2. Freaks have 3. Having 4 though, now that's special.
What about the biggest turn off?
Triple Nipple.
On a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?
Depends who it's with.
On a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
Hmm. 6.
Are looks important?
They are a bonus feature.
What were you doing at 12 am last night?
Doing what I do best: being the Mart Messiah, the Store Savious, the Prophet of Profits....
How many guys/girls do you have on the go?
Depends how big the crew is on that night. Generally, the numbers are low enough that I can get them all going at the same time and not lose track of any of them.
What are you doing this Friday?
Community service with an octogenarian, an mentally handicapped and a physically handicapped.
Do you prefer the window seat, or the aisle?
I prefer seats close to doors. Windows if there is scenery worth seeing.
Have you ever had a secret lover?
It's not really a secret.
Who was the last person you talked to on msn?
Still talking at the moment to two so Ariel from yesterday.
Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about?
I can stop, I just don't like to is all.
How is your heart lately?
I'll have to ask it the next time I see it.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
1:42am...roughly.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Book shopping.
Do you like someone right now?
Lots of people. I don't really think I hate anyone actually.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
I haven't slept today so I assume so.
When was the last time you cried and why?
The finale of House season 4 when cut-throat bitch dies.
How often do you remember your dreams?
rarely.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
I didn't sleep last night.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Not conciously. You never can be too sure of Joey.
Do you feel like dancing?
Maybe later.
How much money do you have on you?
I don't make a habit of carrying my wallet on me in the house as I don't do a lot of shopping in my own home.
Next vacation you're going on?
I don't get those until after inventory so....late march, early april at the earliest.
Have your best friends ever seen you cry?
Yes. I couldn't help it. Destrie couldn't get the seat belt to go any further and it hooked over his pectorial region leaving his man boob dangling there. Since I was sitting right beside him there was no where to escape from it. He couldn't figure out what on earth I was laughing over so much that would make tears come.
Do you dance in the car?
Caramell Dansen maybe, that's about it :p
Tell me about the last dream you remember having:
I don't.
Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yes, The Ayatollah of Rock and Rollah.
Ever walked into a wall?
Through a wall maybe...
The next person you’ll hold hands with… will it mean anything?
Doubtful. I've already told Joey I think we should be just friends lol.
Have you ever dropped something important into a dirty toilet?
Why hold something important over a toilet in the first place?
Where was your default picture taken at?
Same place I am right now.
Are you too forgiving?
Yes.
Were you dαting the lαst person you kissed ?
No.
Who did you tαlk to right before you went to bed lαst night ?
Ariel.
How do you feel αbout thαt person ?
I'll get back to you on that one.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
I don't drink so there is nothing to catch.
What's bothering you?
Well you see I've got this rash right here and...hey, where are you going? You asked!
Last restaurant you went to?
A&W
Last call you received?
Ariel
What did you do yesterday?
Went to work.
What's the first thing you would do with 5 million dollars?
Pay off my car.
Exciting weekend?
Yes actually. Dwayne no showed for the third weekend in a row so it gives me a chance to get stuff done without having to answer to anyone else.
1. Who were you with last night?
Joey, Carol, Bill, Nick, Rick, John, Wanye, Walter.
2. What woke you up this morning?
I was already awake.
3. Where are you?
At home.
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Yesms.
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone yesterday?
Well, they hugged me.
6. Who's bed were you in last night?
My own for the most part.
Where is number seven!? ( Crawl in a hole )
9. Where were you born?
Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
10.what is your cellhpone background?
default
11. How many text/voice messages did you get yesterday?
*shrugs
12. From who?
Joey or Ariel probably
13. What was the last CD you burned?
Why would I burn a CD?
14. What is your favorite holidays?
Thanksgiving
15. What's your problem?
I told you. I've got this rash right.....
16. Do you have a facebook?
Yes. http://www.new.facebook.com/home.php?ref=logo#/profile.php?id=517447761
17. What's your graduation year?
07
18. What kind of phone do you have?
LG
19. What was the last thing you touched?
The keyboard.
20. Who is your number one?
Joe Dirt. "Rule #1: I'm #1."
22. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
More than likely.
23. Who was the last person that wrote on your wall?
Wow. Ariel on the 6th of August.
24. Are you good friends with this person?
I suppose we have our moments.
25. How often do you log in to facebook?
Generally I just leave it open and then do everything else through new tabs.
29. Do you listen to music every day?
Yes. Like right now is The Bravery - "An Honest Mistake"
36. Have you ever moved?
A few times.
37. Have you ever won an award? What ones?
some honour rolls, the occasional of the month thing, the ones that customers fill out, some regional track stuff, the usual
39. What do you want to do right now?
No comment.
40. are you listening to music now?
Still actually. Zebrahead now.
43. Do you like someone?
Quite a few people. At worst, I tolerate them out of courtesy.
47. What makes you pissed off?
I don't really get pissed off anymore.
49. What song makes you cry?
Sad songs, but they don't actually make me cry.
haveyouever...
58. Snuck out?:
Not really. I just say where I'm going instead.
59. Kissed someone without knowing their name?
Nope.
61. Do you ever spit?
What kind of whore do you take me for?!
62. You cook your own food?
Occasionally.
63. You do your own chores?
By preference.
64. You like beef jerky?
Who doesn't?!
65. You own a dog?
Family pet, Tyson.
66. You spend your money wisely?
Not really.
67. Do you like to swim
I would like to.
68. Your name:
I'm used to it.
69. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Can't think of who that is.
70. Who of the opposite sex is the easist to talk to?
*shrugs not really a difference
71. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry someone?
*facepalm
72. Are you crushing on someone?
Yes, I am such a fan boy :p *rolls eyes
73. Whats the perfect kiss?
*shrugs
74. Have you ever had your heart broken?
I has no heart.
75. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I like to think I haven't.
76. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yes.
78. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
79. What did you do today?
Had a bagel.
80. Do you have your future daughters name?
I hope not. A girl named Steven would be odd wouldn't it?
81. son?
Nope. "Junior" is a little too old school for me.
82. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
83. Do you Believe in love at first sight?
No.
84. Ever been given a ring?
Depends what you mean...
85. Do you want to get married?
Should the need arise, perhaps.
86. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
Not recently.
87. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
*shrugs
88. whats ur favorite type of clothes?
PJ's
89. Have you ever flirted with a friend's crush?
Not yet and it's going to be entirely to be an asshole :p
90. Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
Yes, it still wouldn't change anything though.
91. Would you date your best male/female friend?
I don't know if any of my friends are heshes though. I'd feel odd to ask them. If I have a male/female best friend, I think I would at least take them out for dinner if nothing else.
92. What If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew?
Okay, now what?
96. What things have you learned about life?
Even though it's not fair, I wouldn't want it to be.
97. Has anyone recently told you they like you more than a friend?
Well, a few months back now I suppose.
98. How many things in your past do you regret?
525,600X19. Either that, or I don't because they all shaped me into who I am today.
100. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ariel
101. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
*shrugs Fate works in funny ways.
102. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
Nope. Face to face combat. If they want to stab me in the back I'm going to see it coming.
104. Have you ever cried the whole day?
Funerals mostly.
105. Are things fair in your life?
No, but they are still good.
106. Have you ever had a bad feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
On occasion.
Alley
Do you straighten your hair everyday?
My hair is straighter than this quiz...I think.
Do you like to cuddle?
Hmm. Was that an invite?
Quick write some of the lyrics from song your listening to right now?
"When I start making love, I don't just start making love, I be strokin!" Strokin - Clarence Carter. Don't ask.
Do you worry about the size of your boobs?
I suppose so since I can't find them :p
What are you really looking forward to?
October 8th
What's your favourite girly magazine?
Whatever tabloid is in the lounge at the time I suppose.
What's the biggest turn on about guys?
4th nipple. Anyone can have 2. Freaks have 3. Having 4 though, now that's special.
What about the biggest turn off?
Triple Nipple.
On a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?
Depends who it's with.
On a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
Hmm. 6.
Are looks important?
They are a bonus feature.
What were you doing at 12 am last night?
Doing what I do best: being the Mart Messiah, the Store Savious, the Prophet of Profits....
How many guys/girls do you have on the go?
Depends how big the crew is on that night. Generally, the numbers are low enough that I can get them all going at the same time and not lose track of any of them.
What are you doing this Friday?
Community service with an octogenarian, an mentally handicapped and a physically handicapped.
Do you prefer the window seat, or the aisle?
I prefer seats close to doors. Windows if there is scenery worth seeing.
Have you ever had a secret lover?
It's not really a secret.
Who was the last person you talked to on msn?
Still talking at the moment to two so Ariel from yesterday.
Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about?
I can stop, I just don't like to is all.
How is your heart lately?
I'll have to ask it the next time I see it.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
1:42am...roughly.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Book shopping.
Do you like someone right now?
Lots of people. I don't really think I hate anyone actually.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
I haven't slept today so I assume so.
When was the last time you cried and why?
The finale of House season 4 when cut-throat bitch dies.
How often do you remember your dreams?
rarely.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
I didn't sleep last night.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Not conciously. You never can be too sure of Joey.
Do you feel like dancing?
Maybe later.
How much money do you have on you?
I don't make a habit of carrying my wallet on me in the house as I don't do a lot of shopping in my own home.
Next vacation you're going on?
I don't get those until after inventory so....late march, early april at the earliest.
Have your best friends ever seen you cry?
Yes. I couldn't help it. Destrie couldn't get the seat belt to go any further and it hooked over his pectorial region leaving his man boob dangling there. Since I was sitting right beside him there was no where to escape from it. He couldn't figure out what on earth I was laughing over so much that would make tears come.
Do you dance in the car?
Caramell Dansen maybe, that's about it :p
Tell me about the last dream you remember having:
I don't.
Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yes, The Ayatollah of Rock and Rollah.
Ever walked into a wall?
Through a wall maybe...
The next person you’ll hold hands with… will it mean anything?
Doubtful. I've already told Joey I think we should be just friends lol.
Have you ever dropped something important into a dirty toilet?
Why hold something important over a toilet in the first place?
Where was your default picture taken at?
Same place I am right now.
Are you too forgiving?
Yes.
Were you dαting the lαst person you kissed ?
No.
Who did you tαlk to right before you went to bed lαst night ?
Ariel.
How do you feel αbout thαt person ?
I'll get back to you on that one.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
I don't drink so there is nothing to catch.
What's bothering you?
Well you see I've got this rash right here and...hey, where are you going? You asked!
Last restaurant you went to?
A&W
Last call you received?
Ariel
What did you do yesterday?
Went to work.
What's the first thing you would do with 5 million dollars?
Pay off my car.
Exciting weekend?
Yes actually. Dwayne no showed for the third weekend in a row so it gives me a chance to get stuff done without having to answer to anyone else.
1. Who were you with last night?
Joey, Carol, Bill, Nick, Rick, John, Wanye, Walter.
2. What woke you up this morning?
I was already awake.
3. Where are you?
At home.
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Yesms.
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone yesterday?
Well, they hugged me.
6. Who's bed were you in last night?
My own for the most part.
Where is number seven!? ( Crawl in a hole )
9. Where were you born?
Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada
10.what is your cellhpone background?
default
11. How many text/voice messages did you get yesterday?
*shrugs
12. From who?
Joey or Ariel probably
13. What was the last CD you burned?
Why would I burn a CD?
14. What is your favorite holidays?
Thanksgiving
15. What's your problem?
I told you. I've got this rash right.....
16. Do you have a facebook?
Yes. http://www.new.facebook.com/home.php?ref=logo#/profile.php?id=517447761
17. What's your graduation year?
07
18. What kind of phone do you have?
LG
19. What was the last thing you touched?
The keyboard.
20. Who is your number one?
Joe Dirt. "Rule #1: I'm #1."
22. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
More than likely.
23. Who was the last person that wrote on your wall?
Wow. Ariel on the 6th of August.
24. Are you good friends with this person?
I suppose we have our moments.
25. How often do you log in to facebook?
Generally I just leave it open and then do everything else through new tabs.
29. Do you listen to music every day?
Yes. Like right now is The Bravery - "An Honest Mistake"
36. Have you ever moved?
A few times.
37. Have you ever won an award? What ones?
some honour rolls, the occasional of the month thing, the ones that customers fill out, some regional track stuff, the usual
39. What do you want to do right now?
No comment.
40. are you listening to music now?
Still actually. Zebrahead now.
43. Do you like someone?
Quite a few people. At worst, I tolerate them out of courtesy.
47. What makes you pissed off?
I don't really get pissed off anymore.
49. What song makes you cry?
Sad songs, but they don't actually make me cry.
haveyouever...
58. Snuck out?:
Not really. I just say where I'm going instead.
59. Kissed someone without knowing their name?
Nope.
61. Do you ever spit?
What kind of whore do you take me for?!
62. You cook your own food?
Occasionally.
63. You do your own chores?
By preference.
64. You like beef jerky?
Who doesn't?!
65. You own a dog?
Family pet, Tyson.
66. You spend your money wisely?
Not really.
67. Do you like to swim
I would like to.
68. Your name:
I'm used to it.
69. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Can't think of who that is.
70. Who of the opposite sex is the easist to talk to?
*shrugs not really a difference
71. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry someone?
*facepalm
72. Are you crushing on someone?
Yes, I am such a fan boy :p *rolls eyes
73. Whats the perfect kiss?
*shrugs
74. Have you ever had your heart broken?
I has no heart.
75. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I like to think I haven't.
76. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yes.
78. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
79. What did you do today?
Had a bagel.
80. Do you have your future daughters name?
I hope not. A girl named Steven would be odd wouldn't it?
81. son?
Nope. "Junior" is a little too old school for me.
82. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
83. Do you Believe in love at first sight?
No.
84. Ever been given a ring?
Depends what you mean...
85. Do you want to get married?
Should the need arise, perhaps.
86. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
Not recently.
87. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
*shrugs
88. whats ur favorite type of clothes?
PJ's
89. Have you ever flirted with a friend's crush?
Not yet and it's going to be entirely to be an asshole :p
90. Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
Yes, it still wouldn't change anything though.
91. Would you date your best male/female friend?
I don't know if any of my friends are heshes though. I'd feel odd to ask them. If I have a male/female best friend, I think I would at least take them out for dinner if nothing else.
92. What If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew?
Okay, now what?
96. What things have you learned about life?
Even though it's not fair, I wouldn't want it to be.
97. Has anyone recently told you they like you more than a friend?
Well, a few months back now I suppose.
98. How many things in your past do you regret?
525,600X19. Either that, or I don't because they all shaped me into who I am today.
100. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ariel
101. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
*shrugs Fate works in funny ways.
102. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
Nope. Face to face combat. If they want to stab me in the back I'm going to see it coming.
104. Have you ever cried the whole day?
Funerals mostly.
105. Are things fair in your life?
No, but they are still good.
106. Have you ever had a bad feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
On occasion.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Candle
Really not a big fan of the music video but I do prefer the band singing the song rather than an acoustic rift at the moment.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
The way life works
It's amusing in a way, annoying in another. Depends if I've found a way to outsmart it or not that determines how I feel about it. Instead I shall come up with the fact on it instead.
Whatever I say is going to happen in life...doesn't. At least not the good stuff and not in the order that I say it's going to happen in. This is the one thing I am superstitious of actually. It's also why I try to heed Kandace's warning as much as possible although some times I simply can't resist to not say it. XD. I can't really explain yesterday's feeling, all I know was that I rather enjoyed the lingering moments from the call, which is about the happiest I had been all day. (Okay, so maybe it's more like in quite some time since it encompasses more than just 24 hours :p)
*looks at clock
Yay! I wake up in about a half hour....wait, I already did that. It turns out you can't force yourself to go to sleep about 12 hours after you wake up, you can maybe nap but that's it. So, keeping with the first half of this blog, it's movie night then. That's as much as is planned. Will we eat first? What movie will we see? Will there be more than one movie? None of this is determined yet. Why? Because things never go entirely as I plan. This is my way of keeping the fates guessing.
Whatever I say is going to happen in life...doesn't. At least not the good stuff and not in the order that I say it's going to happen in. This is the one thing I am superstitious of actually. It's also why I try to heed Kandace's warning as much as possible although some times I simply can't resist to not say it. XD. I can't really explain yesterday's feeling, all I know was that I rather enjoyed the lingering moments from the call, which is about the happiest I had been all day. (Okay, so maybe it's more like in quite some time since it encompasses more than just 24 hours :p)
*looks at clock
Yay! I wake up in about a half hour....wait, I already did that. It turns out you can't force yourself to go to sleep about 12 hours after you wake up, you can maybe nap but that's it. So, keeping with the first half of this blog, it's movie night then. That's as much as is planned. Will we eat first? What movie will we see? Will there be more than one movie? None of this is determined yet. Why? Because things never go entirely as I plan. This is my way of keeping the fates guessing.
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