Sunday, April 20, 2008

As the prophet Jager said

"You can't always get what you want, you can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes you just might find, you get what you need." A wise enough statement, one about setting goals that are realistic and will bring you strength when you need it most.

I've been contemplating again, nothing really too significant, just the usual "why are you so far behind" kind of stuff. It's not really all that surprising I suppose considering this isn't at all what I had in mind of doing with my life. I could see sticking with it, but I just feel like there's something missing. If I could figure out what that is, maybe it would help.

Dance Dance Revolution was a pleasant return. Nothing like managing to increase in difficulty level by not playing for half a year :p . Mostly it's the songs on there that make it such a good game.

Part of the contemplation is deciding upon what to do after they tell me "no" in the next few days. I don't feel like being a vampire all my life, that much I know for sure. However, I don't much believe in not having a job. If it comes down to it, I suppose I'd just have to move then and find work else where. To get my training done at the same point would be kind of nice, but regretfully they don't want to post the price of the course. That's down right damoral of him.

3 comments:

zhyanthan said...

Maybe you will find that answer out closer than you think. Who knows though.

I've never really played that game.

They should get their act together and be adults. In my opinion, it seems like they can barely do a thing with your absence, and take advantage of your work ethics. I guess that pointing that out to them isn't the best move to make.

Demoral...yep.

Lost Prophet said...

Close. It was a subtle hint rather than a typo.

zhyanthan said...

ok.